A falta de palabras

"...que tu no perdonas...
...que no soy feliz...!

"He's got the answers to ease my curiosity"

NIN Heresy(version)


"DO YOU BELIEVE IN MIRACLES???...


...NOT REALLY"

The Cure.

THAT'S MY FAULT

A short delay,
The parrot blues
Little voices mimic you
It's not so hard to make that sound

So watch your back,
The Ides of March
Cut your hair like Joan of Arc
Disguise your will
They'll find you out

And when they do...
Look out

There's money lenders inside the temple
That circus tiger's gonna break your heart
Something so wild turned into paper
IF I LOVED YOU, WELL THATS MY FAULT

A bitch in heat,
The alpha male
Not something she'd ever tell
Except when she got deathly high

And out it came,
Like summer rain
Washed the cars and everything
Felt clean for just a little while

A telethon...
We drove down

The starving children they ain't got no mother
There's pink flamingos living in the mall
I'd give a fortune to your infomercial
If somebody would just take my call
Take my call
Take my call

Hello,
Patterns in my mind now moving slow
Sorrow all across the surface roads
Smoothing out the edges of the stone
The lights are out, where'd everybody go?
Alone

Erase yourself and you'll be free
Mendula destroyed by the sea
All we are is colored sand

So pay to ride the ferris wheel
Smile, all that you can feel
Is gratitude for what has been

Cause it did not...
Happen

There's money lenders inside the temple
That circus tiger's gonna break my heart
Something so wild turned into paper
IF YOU LOVED ME, WELL THAT'S YOUR FAULT

There's money lenders inside the temple
This crystal city's gonna fall apart
When all their power turns into vapor
IF I MISS YOU, WELL THAT'S MY FAULT
That's my fault
That's my fault

Hoy me ha ganado la fiebre...

Incapaz de hablar, de lamentar o discutir...solo una pregunta y solo una respuesta:

HOW DOES A WOMAN FALL?



DE CABEZA, COMO TODOS

Woven Hand - Into The Piano

Behind a door
Hand to face
Conscience is the wound
His hand for me a sovereign tone
I pray him come I pray him soon

There's a wolf in the piano
On the white keys
Teeth on the back
Dry bones under animal skin am I
No tears from this eye

I feel nothing
I hear no voice

Behind a door
Hand to face
Conscience is the wound
His hand for me a sovereign tune
I pray him come I pray him soon

16 Horsepower - Black Soul Choir

Cancao do Mar

Krisnamacharya Yoga Film 1938 (silent)

The Listening Post

Volcano

"Volcano"

Don't hold yourself like that
You'll hurt your knees
I kissed your mouth and back
But that's all I need
Don't build your world around volcanoes melt you down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea

Don't throw yourself like that
In front of me
I kissed your mouth your back
Is that all you need?
Don't drag my love around volcanoes melt me down

What I am to you is not real
What I am to you you do not need
What I am to you is not what you mean to me
You give me miles and miles of mountains
And I'll ask for the sea
Is just what I'm going through
This is nothing new
No no just another phase of finding what I really need
Is what makes me bleed
And like a new disease she's still too young to treat
Like a distant tree
Volcanoes melt me down
She's still too young
I kissed your mouth
You do not need me

Jeff Buckley - So Real

love, let me sleep tonight on you couch
and remember the smell of the fabric
of your simple city dress

oh... that was so real

we walked around til the moon got full like a plate
the wind blew an invocation and i fell asleep at the gate
and i never stepped on the cracks 'cause i thought i'd hurt my mother
and i couldn't awake from the nightmare that sucked me in and pulled me under
pulled me under

oh... that was so real

i love you, but i'm afraid to love you
i love you, but i'm afraid to love you
i'm afraid. . .

oh... that was so real

Damien Rice me llevó a esto.

Aquí dentro:

"¿Quizá estoy loco?- pensaba muy a menudo- ¿quizá no soy como los demás hombres?
Sin embargo, era capaz de hacer todo lo que hacían los demás. Con un poco de aplicación y trabajo podía leer a Platón, resolver problemas de trigonometría o seguir un análisis clínico. Pero había una cosa de la que no era capaz: arrancar la meta vital que se ocultaba oscuramente en mi interior y plasmarla ante mis ojos, como lo hacían todos aquellos que sabían perfectamente que iban a ser profesor o juez, médico o artista, cuánto tardarían en llegar y qué ventajas tendrían. Yo no podía.(...) Yo solo intentaba vivir lo que pugnaba por salir de mí mismo, ¿por qué resultaba tan difícil?"

"El camino de la mayoría es fácil, el nuestro difícil. Caminemos"

"Léalo de todos modos"

"Algunos seres experimentan enseguida una aterradora imposibilidad de vivir por sus propios medios; en el fondo no soportan ver su vida cara a cara, y verla entera, sin zonas de sombra, sin segundos planos. Estoy de acuerdo en que su existencia es una excepción a las leyes de la naturalza, no solo porque esta fractura de inadaptación fundamental se produce aparte de cualquier finalidad genetica, sino también a causa de la excesiva lucidez que presupone, lucidez que trasciende claramente los esquemas perceptivos de la existencia ordiinaria. A veces basta con colocarles otro ser delante, a condición de suponerlo ta puro y transparente como ellos mismos, para que esta insoportable fractura se convierta en una aspiración luminosa, tensa, y permanente hacia lo absolutamente inaccesible. Así pues, como un espejo que devuelve día tras día la misma imagen desesperante, dos espejos paralelos elaboran y construyen una red límpida y densa que arrastra al ojo humano a una trayectoria infinita, sin límites, infinita en su pureza geométrica, más allá del sufrimiento y del mundo"

Bram Stoker's Dracula

"He cruzado océanos de tiempo para encontrarte..."

"Burn My Shadow"

The Test

Sin título

NO SUNLIGHT
When I was young, lying in the grass
I felt so safe in a warming bath
of sunlight
The vast open sky could do no harm
like the embrace of mother's arms
in sunlight
But with every year that came to pass more clouds appeared
till the sky went black and there was no sunlight anymore
and it disappeared at the same speed as the idealistic things
I believed when the optimist died inside of me

As You Wish

Algo difícil...

AND YOU LIED TO ME
All the dangerous games you played out after dark
They never asked, or forced to hold you down
In the chamber where you built all those radios

In the years that passed from forty one to forty five
And the neighbours asked you to take those antennas down
Those are eyesores, eyesores

Left in, in-between the wars

You aren't even who you said you are

All the sporting goods you once sold on Mondays
All the bolts and balls couldn't satisfy your interest
All the things you tried but that remind you of the day

Changing into costume to follow all the criminals in the land
Who'd ever thought you'd join a band

You aren't even who you said you are
And you lied to me, you aren't even who you said you are

When you went around defusing bombs
Changing into costume to follow all the criminals in the land
Who'd ever thought you'd join a band

River Princess

Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth.
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself.
It wears her out, it wears her out.

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns.
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins.
And it wears him out, it wears him out.
It wears him out, it wears him out.

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love.
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run.
And it wears me out, it wears me out.
It wears me out, it wears me out.

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time.
Oh, oh.

The Royal Tenenbaums

Scott Matthew (Moby Dick 22/05/08)

Después de uno de los conciertos más bonitos en los que he estado jamás, me veo en la obligación de compartir un poco de bondad.

Yo tuve que hacer esfuerzos por no llorar...



AMPUTEE
Music & Lyrics by Scott Matthew

I can only come on strong
'cause I've finally found a way
to right a wrong

and all my sickness which there is
no forgiveness.
But it's with you that I belong.

To ask is selfish of me
but when you leave my company
do you sometimes feel like
an amputee?

If yes, please write yes
on my ceiling.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

It's all right,really it is
we're friends, that's all...
we're friends, aren't we?
sure
ok... let's don't say another word
let's just go to sleep

Ghost In The Shell Movie

Mis

Mi caja


Mi mesa


Mi cama

Abandoned

I no longer can rely
on a friend who once kept me alive
and you won't see me take a stand
'cause I'm not special but it helped to know that some one thinks I am
and god its weird

I no longer feel at home
I cant arrive upon your street
and tell you how I've cried myself to sleep
and now I'm forced to be alone
and left to climb the walls hide in the folds
another bad sad song
and god its weird
god its strange
to be the only one to talk to
god its weird
and god its strange
to be the only one to dance with

god its weird
god its strange
to be the only one
to be the only one

Seguimos adelante...¿?

The taste of life I can't describe
It's choking on my mind
Reaching out I can't believe
Faith it can't decide

On and on I carry on
But underneath my mind
And on and on I tell my self
It's this I can't disguise

Oh can't you see
Holding on to my heart
I bleed the taste of life

The pace, the time, I can't survive
It's grinding down the view
Breaking out which way to choose
A choice I can't renew

Holding on I carry on
But underneath my mind
And on and on I tell my self
It's this I can't disguise

Oh can't you see
Holding on to my heart
I bleed, no place is safe
Can't you see the taste of life

House of Flying Daggers

"real flower grow in the wilderness"

Una película que hay que ver...

Escuchando fantasmas...

Ayer vi un fantasma...




Hoy he visto un fantasma...




¿Y mañana?

Machine Gun

I saw a saviour
a saviour come my way
I thought I’d see it
at the cold light of day
but now I realize that I’m
Only for me

If only I could see
You turn myself to me
and recognize the poison in my heart
there is no other place
no one else I face
remedy, we’ll agree, is how I feel
here in my reflecting
What more can I say?
for I am guilty
for the voice that I obey
too scared to sacrifice a choice
chosen for me

If only I could see
You turn myself to me
recognize the poison in my heart
there is no other place
no one else I face
The remedy, to agree, is how I feel

Par

MIL GRACIAS
Me topé contigo
Yo tocaba fondo
Y conté hasta cien
respirando hondo

Cuando te me abrazas
sobran las palabras
te daré mil gracias
si esto nunca acaba

Perdiendo el control
esquivando escombros
cae la tentación
¡Vaya estupidez!

Ya no sientes nada
y esto se prolonga
Cambiaré de cara
encerrado en casa

No he pegado ojo
Pasan las semanas
Me tienes borracho
con tanto rechazo

Ya no puedo verte
Sí desconocerte
Cierro ya esta puerta
Se acabó la fiesta.

The New Raemon

EL SABEN AQUEL QUE DIU...
Se ha cerrado el ciclo de fantasmas dormidos,
de rarezas personales, de pasiones fugaces.

Y se ilumina la pantalla.
Aparece tu nombre.
me has pillado tranquilo,
con mi cuarto recogido.

Suenas triste y olvidada.
Puede que desencajada.
La rutina asomada
reaparece en cada casa.
Donde no hay revelaciones,
¿quién no sufre desengaños?
¿quién no se ha venido abajo?

¿Dónde te has metido?
Puede que en una tragedia.
Nunca nos dijeron que este chiste no tiene puta gracia.



EL FIN DE LA RESISTENCIA
Hoy nos hemos reunido después de tanto tiempo
t hemos acordado romper nuestro silencio,
y poner fin a esta furia reprimida,
y poder arrancarnos del brazo las tiritas.

Hoy al llegar a casa,
y al cabo de unos meses de estar obsesionado
en saber que es lo que tu sientes,
he caído en la cuenta de que tu también sufrías
por no haberte amado como tu lo demandabas

Antarktis

No puedo dejar de escuchar esta voz...

I Cried for you

You're beautiful so silently
It lies beneath a shade of blue
It struck me so violently
When I looked at you

But others pass, they never pause
To feel that magic in your hand
To me you're like a wild rose
They never understand why

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

I'll cross the sea for a different world
With your treasure, a secret for me to hold

In many years they may forget
This love of ours or that we met
They may not know
How much you meant to me

I cried for you
And the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper

Without you now I see
How fragile the world can be
And I know you've gone away
But in my heart you'll always stay

I cried for you
When the sky cried for you
And when you went
I became a hopeless drifter
But this life was not for you
Though I learned from you
That beauty need only be a whisper
That beauty need only be a whisper

To be alone with you

I'd swim across lake Michigan
I'd sell my shoes
I'd give my body to be back again
In the rest of the room

To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you
To be alone with you

You gave your body to the lonely
They took your clothes
You gave up a wife and a family
You gave your goals

To be alone with me
To be alone with me
To be alone with me
You went up on a tree

To be alone with me you went up on the tree

I'll never know the man who loved me

Tais Toi Mon Coeur

Brokeback mountain

sería feliz

Lover I Don't Have to Love

Be There

You don't wanna go there
Let me lead you by the hand
You don't wanna be there
Over the sea and down to land

As I look into your eyes
I pay no mind
I found the way
To get inside you
I'd give you peace of mind

Am I see you falling?
Am I see you falling?
I might see you falling beautiful
The same

I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling beautiful
Sometimes

You don't wanna go there
Let me lead you by the hand
You don't wanna be there
Over the sea and down to land

As I look into your eyes
I pay no mind
I found the way
To get inside you
I'd give you peace of mind

Am I see you falling?
Am I see you falling?
I might see you falling beautiful
The same

I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling beautiful
Sometimes

Here and again
And there you're
Falling, falling, falling,
Falling, falling, falling

Am I see you falling?
Am I see you falling?
I might see you falling beautiful
The same

I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling beautiful
Sometimes

Am I see you falling?
Am I see you falling?
I might see you falling beautiful
The same

I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling beautiful
Sometimes

Falling, falling, free

I don't see you falling,
I don't see you falling,

Corrupt, a plea for free will
An irresponsible harass show
It has been suggested
That this contradictory

the ocean never comes

I keep floating down the river but the ocean never comes
Since the operation I heard you're breathing just for one
Now everything is imaginary, especially what you love
You left another message said it's done,
It's done

When I hear beautiful music it's always from another time
Old friends I never visit, I remember what they're like
Standing on a doorstep full of nervous butterflies
Waiting to be asked to come inside
Just come inside

But I keep going out
I can't sleep next to a stranger when I'm coming down
It's 8 a.m. my heart is beating too loud
Too loud
Don't be so amazing or I'll miss you too much
I felt something that I had never touched

Everything gets smaller now the further that I go
Towards the mouth and the reunion of the Known and the Unknown
Consider yourself lucky if you think of it as home
You can move mountains with your misery if you don't
If you don't

It comes to me in fragments, even those still split in two
Under the leaves of that old Lime Tree I stood examining the fruit
Some were ripe and some were rotten, I felt nauseous with the truth
There will never be a time more opportune

So I just won't be late
The window closes, shock rolls over in a tidal wave
And all the color drains out of the frame
So pleased with a daydream that now living is no good
I took off my shoes and walked into the woods
I felt lost and found with every step I took

Inerte

"...ahora que soy inerte..."

I AM STILL RIGHT HERE

What have I become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know
goes away in the end
You could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

Cocteau Twins - Song to the Siren (Live)

Long afloat on shipless oceans
I did all my best to smile
til your singing eyes and fingers
Drew me loving to your isle
And you sang
Sail to me
Sail to me
Let me enfold you
Here I am
Here I am
Waiting to hold you

Did I dream you dreamed about me?
Were you hare when I was fox?
Now my foolish boat is leaning
Broken lovelorn on your rocks,
For you sing, touch me not, touch me not, come back tomorrow:
O my heart, o my heart shies from the sorrow

I am puzzled as the newborn child
I am troubled at the tide:
Should I stand amid the breakers?
Should I lie with death my bride?
Hear me sing, swim to me, swim to me, let me enfold you:
Here I am, here I am, waiting to hold you

The Jesus and Mary Chain - Snakedriver

I've got syphilitic hetro friends in every part of town
I don't hate them but I know them I don't want them hanging around
I won't roll my bones for every little girl who gets on down
I got space and space got me I should be selling it by the pound
Ever since I heard the voice I thought I had no choice but then I kissed her
I don't mind if I get broken I don't mind if I get fixed
I don't mind if I'm not spoken I don't mind if I get kicks
If I wake up dead I'll wake up just like any other day
And the photographs of god I bought have almost fade away
Everything just passes by I thought it always would but then I kissed her

LA ISLA Kim Ki Duk

Donnie Darko

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad world


Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Mad World
Enlarging your world
Mad World.

Promise and the Monster - 'Sheets'

Enjoy The Ride

"Stop chasing shadows
just enjoy the ride..."

The Kills - U R A Fever

Tire swing

Our Hell

First went wrong is hard to find
We’re paralyzed, we apologize
Our hell is a good life
Last went wrong, where’s my prize under the lights
Can we call it in?
We’ll be on the road
Can we stop?
When we stop my back will turn your face toward the fence
What I thought it was it isn’t now
All this weight, is honest worse
We’re moderate, we modernize
till our hell is a good life
All we know what to forget… how to do right
Coloring in the black hole
Can’t we stop? when we stop
My hands will shake, my eyes will burn
My throat will ache, watching you turn
From me toward your friends
What I thought it was it isn’t now
What I thought it was it isn’t
Punishment to stall what is done
What I thought was in is missing out
What I thought it was it isn’t now
There’s a pattern in the system
There’s a bullet in the gun
That’s why I tried to save you
But it can’t be done

Smog "rock bottom riser"

Hooverphonic - Eden

ESta mañana he encendido la radio y en ese preciso instante ha empezado a sonar una canción que ya no recordaba.
La canción perfecta para una mañana de niebla...

INTIMIDAD

"El miedo es algo que sé reconocer. Mi infancia todavía guarda el sabor del miedo; de horas, días y meses de miedo. Miedo a mis padres, tías y tíos, a los vicarios, la policía y los profesores, y a ser pateado, maltratado e insultado por otros niños. Miedo a meterme en líos, a ser descubierto, y miedo a ser recriminado, abofeteado, ignorado, encerrado, excluido, y a otros numerosos castigos que rodeaban todo cuanto uno intentaba hacer. Y estaba, también, el miedo a lo que uno quería, odiaba o deseaba; el miedo a tu propia rabia, el miedo a las represalias y a la aniquilación. Existe el hábito, la convención y la moralidad, además del miedo a lo que puedes llegar a ser. No es sorprendente que uno acabe acostumbrándose a hacer lo que le dicen que haga, mientras se construye un escondrijo seguro en su interior y lleva una vida secreta. Tal vez por eso las historias de espías y dobles vidas nos resultan tan fascinantes. Es sin duda un milagro que alguien pueda hacer alguna vez algo original."

DeVotchKa

The Enemy Guns

What were the chances?

When I left you alone to fight your battles
Of long winters in hotels, what went through your mind?
How is it that you made it? How is it that you noticed?
It wasn't me who was looking at you
Through foggy glass or windows... it was them

I was out in Coolidge with my head on a counter
Drinking down my chances to ever return to anyone
No I wasn't faking it the hurt I felt was real
And all that was holy just slowly disappeared
Or just appeared in parking lots of truck stops
The lights all blinking and now all I'm thinking is
"How the hell did I get here?"

Does your husband know I call you sweetheart?
Does he know that I call you at all?
It's not like you're cheating we're only meeting
In hotels and not your home
(It's not like we're cheating
We're only meeting in hotels and not your home)

Would you change your last name to mine?
(Would you change your last name to mine?)

I think my kids would mind

I was in the desert waving planes and burning phonebooks
To a tune that was famous the year I was born
Do not leave me dancing alone
(Do not leave me dancing alone, pick up the phone and call me lover)
Pick up the phone
And call me lover
Say, "Come and get me, I am home"

Please pick up the phone
Please pick up the phone

The Owl by I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness

MOGWAI - Friend Of The Night